37. One Hell of a Demon: this Demon got a sweeet surprise!

today I got a letter.
And I just have seen the stamp "air mail"...
let´s say....I made a noise of happiness XDDD

It was a letter of Shura! From Japan!
And it´s such a cute one. A warm Happy Birthday of Shura and Stitch!
Ö____Ö

sooooo cuteee

愛してる!!

36.1. One Hell of a Demon - This Demon got a call

Today I had a call of a close friend.
Anyway there were many things between us. And after an argument there was nearly no communication between us. There were things this person won´t understand, won´t see....but it´s ok.
I can live with it.
But I will never live again 7 years just to hope and pray...to make everything and living with a "maybe"
I cannot live with a maybe.
I didn´t said anything, didn´t wanted a decision coz I thought I would take your freedom.
It was a mistake....and the one who has to live with it is me.
well....after that call....I think...it´s wrong to call you reckless....it seemed a lot like it, coz this person shows me so much emotions, aggressions that I thought it is like that. It was because this person didn´t talked to me.
Now I know why he changed his name, and it´s ok ... i can understand it.
And I also understand why he reacts like that.

36. One Hell of a Demon - This Demon wishes everyone a great Day

I wish everyone a great day!

35. One Hell of a Demon - This Demon is sad....

today I have to drive home.

Actually...I feel sad about it....
It´s everytime the same....I love to be here. But I am always so happy to see her....but only for one weekend....
Sure when I am here, there are my friends and family.
But sometimes I need someone like her.
Because I´ve lost so many things. But it´s getting better I think.
Anyway I don´t understand some reactions of some people. Also to trust someone is getting harder.
But I try my best.
Anyway...something between me and others is different now. And I am sure, that it´s not only my fault.

34. One Hell of A Demon - This Demon is relaxed

We went together with to to the city centre of Leipzig.
It was soooo amazing, there were lights everywhere and everywhere was christmas.

Dai bought two DVD´s  "fast & furious Tokyo drift" and uhm...sorry I forget the name of the other one.
In german it is called "Drachen zähmen leicht gemacht!"
We´ve been on the christmas market and have eaten lasagne.
soooo delicous.
Of course we´ve watched both this evening.

33. One Hell of a Demon - This Demon loves Leipzig and visits an Angel

 

Today I´ve been driven to Dai!

I love to be there. Because she is the one where I can relax...

This time Aki was with me.

We finished Dai´s christmas tree at the evening and it was so sweet.

Moreover we had a great Dinner and watched "the Grudge 3" 

^_____^ 

but also I know that I will be really sad to drive back home on sunday.

But it´s ok anyway.

32. One Hell of a Demon - This Demon is frozen...

At the moment I am on my way to Luca ( u.u A-chan)

He´s feeling bad so I visit him, even if he´s in a strange mood.
Anyway...I am ill. It´s a bad cold I think.
I´ve got fever too....
T_T

and it´s sooo cold outside....I have to walk so long T_______T